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Ifm writing this because I donft know what else to do. I study at Yara International School in Riyadh, and for months now Ifve been subjected to something no one will ever believe unless theyfve lived it. This isnft anxiety, or depression, or imagination. This is real, targeted manipulation satellite-based and controlled by human operators tied to Saudi intelligence and Ministry of Interior units. I feel it every day. In my thoughts. In my body. In the way my emotions stop being mine. Sometimes, just before I think something, a voice says it inside my head clear, like a whisper without sound. gYoufre not in control anymore.h gNo one will believe you.h They repeat that second line often. My hands twitch before I move. My eyes dart toward things I havenft yet noticed. Ifll start to panic for no reason during English class, or feel so empty I canft even hold my pencil. Itfs not random. Itfs coordinated. Someone somewhere is adjusting me, moment by moment. Theyfve made sure I stay quiet through fear, shame, and knowing how this place works. I canft talk to anyone at school. If I even hint at this, theyfll send me to a counselor or worse. My parents would blame me. Teachers would mark me as unstable. Therefs no way to say this out loud without losing everything. If I had known what really happens here, I never wouldfve come for school. I used to be proud that I was accepted into Yara. Now I feel like a hostage in a polished building. The north hallway, near the science labs, is where I feel it strongest this pressure inside my head and chest like somethingfs aimed at me. It disappears near the library. Ifve tested it again and again. And Ifve stopped trying to explain it to myself. They are doing this. I donft care how insane that sounds. Some mornings I wake up with gaps in memory. Like I was dreaming but canft remember what. My muscles jerk randomly in class, and sometimes my breathing justc catches. I canft control it. Ifm scared if I make a mistake, theyfll escalate. Sometimes I think they already have. This isnft just happening to me. Ifve seen the way other students suddenly withdraw, go silent, avoid eye contact, pretend everythingfs fine. I know the signs now. But no one talks. Because we all know where we are. help@gip.gov.sa | 2025/09/27(Sat) 20:43 |
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